My mind is going and going lately. The past couple of nights I havent been able to fall asleep. Wednesday night was a rough night for sleep as I was thinking about Chirs who trusted Christ, 3 guys who heard the gospel for the first time, and a student who shared with me how much they are hurting deep inside. There are so many students in our ministry that are hurting, struggling with sin. I hurt when I see them (you) struggle.
Today I spoke with 3 students who shared their hearts with me. They totally opened up their lives and shared some of the struggles that they are having. As I spoke with someone today I began to think. ODSM is starting to become a rescue house. The students who want to live for God are coming, they are bringing their friends, and we are making a difference for the Kingdom of God. We have a lot of students who have stopped coming because they dont want to live for God. They are fine with living for sin and self. It truely is interesting to see students come back when they are ready to get serious for God.
One of the students I talked with today said “when I am struggling I dont want anything to do with Jeremy and ODSM because I know I will be asked the tough questions, I know I will be encourage to live for God. But when I am broken, when I am ready to get back on track, I know where to come.”
Its tough, knowing the struggles you guys have, I wish I could just pull you right out of them. I wish I could light a match and set your hearts on fire for God. I hope that you know that I am “standing right beside you there, And it hurt when you told me, That you told me that you tried this on your own….It hurts when you need me, And I can’t break your fall, It hurts when you can’t see, And it hurts” Wow if I feel this way I wonder how God feels when you try and do it on your own. When you hurt, and cant see where to go, and yet you keep on fighting all alone.
Even though it hurts for me to see you struggle, I know the struggle makes you strong. I know its gotta be you desiring to have your heart light for God. I cant light the match, nor can MPACT leaders.
I’ve been thinking, I want to be a rescue worker for the Glory of God. I want to come to those who are hurting, those who desire God, but are struggling and offer them hope. How many of you are willing to join me in the rescue efforts? Comment if you want to join the rescue team. I think God would smile on our ministry if we were a rescue house.
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